Showing posts with label Self-portrait. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Self-portrait. Show all posts

Saturday, February 02, 2013

My New Gallery Wall

As I mentioned in the previous post, I've been working on a Gallery Wall for my living room.  This is a big deal for me because there wasn't anything on this wall for the past seven years.  Why?  Could be any number of reasons but I'll be honest and say it was a combination of thinking I wouldn't be living here for very long and not feeling like I deserved to live in a place that was lovingly decorated.  Thankfully, I've finally gotten past those dumb ideas.  Below is the result:

The wall.

As you can see my Gallery has a combination of my own photographs, photographs by others, original art and prints.  Yes, that's my lipstick red couch.  As I continue to declutter and slowly decorate, I may decide to get a new set of slipcovers for it but for now the red works.

I noticed several things while creating this Gallery.  First, there are a large number of photographs of me.  They are either self-portraits or photos taken of me by very significant people.  I kept thinking that I should put up pictures of important people in my life but decided that I would put up what I felt was best instead.  Second, there are a large number of bird pictures on this wall, and all over my apartment for that matter.   Birds figure prominently for some reason and they're not all penguins either.  Third, there are skeletons there and there.  I used to have a collection of calaveras, skeleton figures from Day of the Dead, but all I have now are images.

I spent a lot time (over two weeks) deciding on the pictures, which frames to use if they weren't framed already, and deciding on placement.  I put the pictures up slowly, two or three at a time, and lived with them for a couple of days before making adjustments and planning for the next group.  I took into account size, frame, and, most important, color of the picture.

I read many articles about creating Gallery Walls but ended up doing it my way which I think is the hard way.  I could have laid everything out on the floor or created paper versions of the pictures but I wanted everything on the wall so I could see it.

The area above the couch.

I created a canvas print of the typewriter from one of my own photographs which I turned black and white then overexposed.  It wasn't cheap but turned out great.  I really wanted a typewriter image on this wall.  The penguin print was discovered while purging and is a print sketch of Pilgrim, a bird I used to work with.  The print is a limited edition and was a gift.  The black and white photo above the penguin is an old picture of me wearing a man's jacket and looking into a bakery on Valencia in the Mission.  The baker's assistant is walking towards me and has his hand raised in a little wave.  This photo was taken by an ex and while not one of my best pictures, it's still one of my favorites.

The woodpeckers on the top is an original watercolor.  The two photos below the typewriter sort of echo the green of the woodpecker picture mat and are pictures taken at Kew Gardens (the one of me was taken by my brother).  The picture next to the typewriter is an original print of goblins drinking tea.  Below that is a sketch I did of a skeleton wearing a jester's hat.  The trio of photos are all of my brother.  I took those pictures during our trip to London.  What I love of those photos is that you can't see his face in any of them.  The picture below the trio is one of my favorite self-portraits which I've posted here a few times.

Second half of the wall.

The blue heron print was a gift from my brother.  The picture below that is an original block print of red skeletons wearing suits.  The picture above and below the canvas of me are photographs I took.  The other large picture on this wall is of the Terracotta Army in Xian, China.  There was an art exhibit of them probably something like two decades ago where I bought the print and eventually had it framed.  I used to keep it at work when I had an office and it never failed to astound everyone who walked in.


I have two of these black shelves from Pottery Barn.  I hesitated hanging them because they make huge holes in the wall so I decided to prop them up on my credenza and bookcase.  The shelves have a narrow lip and are specifically for holding pictures and books.  I change the books and pages occasionally.  The book on the left is Animal by DK and The Smithsonian and has magnificent photographs.  The book on the right is from my favorite photographs In The American West by Richard Avedon.


The photograph of me was taken by a friend during Pride Weekend.  I'm standing in the crowd on Castro Street.  I smeared out the background to give it that watercolor look, upped the saturation so the colors would pop, then had it made into a canvas.  I love it.  The small print next to the picture of me was a gift from the person who took the photograph.  The Bird of Paradise was taken by me.  The picture below is of a good friend taken while we were hiking The Narrows at Zion National Park.  The picture of the crow is just a print.  The last picture is actually two small watercolors given to me by an attorney I used to work with.  I haven't talked to her in years but I love them.  I should get in touch with her again.

The opposite wall.

As I mentioned in the previous post I also set up a blank wall to hang white paper so I can put up pictures, documents, etc. of my current writing project.  You can see another one of those Pottery Barn black shelves on the bookcase there.  On the left is a book of Joseph Cornell Boxes.  The book on the right is a book of cathedrals and churches.

So happy this little project is now completed!  And I have some leftover frames I can use elsewhere.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

New Self-Portrait

I had fun manipulating iPhoto to get this picture.
I was going to post this as my profile pic on FB but it doesn't look as good as a thumbnail.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

One Of My Favorite Self-Portraits Of All Time

I altered this one this past weekend.

I LOVE this picture. It looks surrealistic. Like my face in pieces floating in a black coffee colored puddle after the blinding, hard sun has come out in the middle of a downpour.

Here's the original photo.

Damn, I'm just noticing it now but my eye looks completely different in both pictures. Ha! I'm tickled.

Saturday, September 04, 2010

Altered Self-Portraits

This is from a couple of months ago but I only recently altered the color. I was going to use it as my profile picture but picked the other picture instead.


I took this one at the beach in Santa Cruz, CA when it was 90 degrees a couple of a days ago.

Also taken in Santa Cruz a couple of days ago. Initially, I didn't like this picture but I've found that weird pictures of me where the light is off or the angle is strange lends the picture to some interesting color effects.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

More Vanity: Another Self-Portrait


I don't know why but I love the way this picture came out. I drained it of most of its color and my skin has a powdered look. I also like that you can see the shadow of my contact lens in my eye.

I should get Photoshop sometime. I think I would have a blast with it. As it is using the limited controls on my iPhoto program is satisfying enough.

Monday, April 26, 2010

About Portraits

Another one of my strange self-portraits. I took this one with the phone camera. I almost deleted it because it was so dark but then I saw my expression and thought it would have some potential. You would never think my hair would turn out looking like I'm standing in saturated bright sunlight.

Here's the original picture. I'll bet you can't even see me, eh?

People tell me I take decent pictures. Some of them turn out well and I'm glad people like them. I do well with landscape shots and I like messing around with laying on the ground or looking up and trying to shoot from a different perspective. And people love the pink church picture in the blog header.

As you all know I enjoy taking self-portraits. The activity in itself is a lot of fun for me but the real reason I like self-portraits is because I love taking pictures of people. You wouldn't know this from looking at my photos, however. I almost never shoot interesting pictures of people other than myself. I don't like the usual stand-there-and-smile people pictures though I love taking pictures of small groups of people. I like pictures that show people's relationships with each other. I also like pictures showing people moving around together.

I would love to learn to take wonderful portraits of people. Black and white. Color. Everything.

When I was married I spent quite a lot of time photographing my ex and his kids. So far the best portrait I've ever taken is of him. He's standing on some train tracks. It's very green and wet, like there was a cold rain, and there are wisps of fog in the air. I took the center photo and then spontaneously shot photos on either side of him. I taped the three pictures together and it forms a panorama picture. People used to look at that picture and ask if it was taken in Scotland or Ireland. I still have it somewhere. I took it when we were moving out so the house could be sold as part of the divorce. I almost didn't grab it but I'm glad I did. It's a wonderful picture.

Of course, I took many photos of the kids and him. Some of the best pictures I took were of him and the kids playing together. The images captured show their exuberance and movement. It's ironic that he shot many more photos than I did, thousands in fact, but they didn't come out as well. He used to tell me how unfair it was that I only had to take a couple of pictures to get something wonderful.

I don't have any of those pictures anymore. He took them all with him.

Maybe this is why I don't take pictures of people now. Like Christmas, photographing people other than myself reminds me of what I don't have anymore.

Hmm. I think I might need to change that thinking. So much time has passed. Something to think about.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Two More Unflattering Self-Portraits

I messed around with the two below. I've printed the first one for my wall, along with the two from yesterday (middle one and last one).



Three Unflattering Self-Portraits

I wasn't trying to take unflattering self-portraits but I have to admit I've always liked the pictures that came out of this particular evening. I was experimenting with taking photos using just the computer screen light to see how they would come out.

This evening I started experimenting with colors, exposure, contrast, etc. and the results are the pictures you see below.


I love how harsh this picture looks. I'm particularly enamored of blue around my eyes and on my hair. I look paranoid.


I love how the pictures contrast with each other, color-wise. The warmish colors really seem to suit my expression in this picture.


This is probably my favorite one. The original is even more unflattering. I love the color on my lips even though I'm wearing lip balm.

There's something oddly liberating about taking unflattering pictures of myself. Never one to shy away from the camera, I'm always ready with a smile so these pictures show a different side of me that I like very much. Besides I love portraiture and I'm always curious about where else you can go beyond the "stand there and smile" shots.

I've been slowly adding more decor to my stripped down apartment and have made good progress with rearranging my desk. I thought about finding some cheap, but interesting pictures to frame for the area above my couch then I thought I'd see if there were unusual photos I could modify and print. I'm not sure if I'll be using the above photos but I wanted to see how they'd look posted.

Oh, and below is another self-portrait from the same night in case you don't know me and think I must be an ugly troll.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Recent Self-Portrait


Not one of my favorites, but I do like the angle. Plus my face is in focus. I was standing on my little ottoman and fell off it while doing taking this and several pictures like it. It's always tricky shooting straight into a narrow mirror like this one.